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Jealousy Even Mice Fall for It

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Jealousy a word that can't be spelled with lousy, it's true though and I am one lousy Pikachu. I guess it all started roughly a few months back, back when I was happier, and back when troubles seemed like a thing of the past.


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I was rejoining all my friends with me was my new girlfriend; I can't really explain how we came to dating each other it just happened. Her name was Umbreon; she belonged to my master Ash's friend Gary.

Umbreon and I hit it off from the start, we were both always out of our pokéballs and she understood me, when others couldn't. It didn't matter to us that we had an age difference, or even that we were different types.

The best part was that our trainers knew, after years of being friends with us, they had some understanding of what we wanted, and in some ways it seemed that they could understand our language. They accepted it, and let us be happy.

Ash and Gary traveled together for a good bit, taking on the Johto Battle Frontier. They decided after that to end their journey, well at least end it with us, they let us settle down and try to start a family, if we wanted to. They only kept a few of their Pokémon with them, they left, stating they'd be back in a few weeks, a month top.

It was great, my old friends were happy to see me, and I was happy to be back, though that was when the problems arose with me and Umbreon. I got too caught up in my friends, and that made her mad.

I shouldn't have been surprised when she told me, "Pikachu, you are too caught up in your friends, and haven't spent anytime with me. I need someone who wants to hang with me and their friends at the same time, but you seem to just shun me around them. I can't take this anymore, we are through, I need space, and I need someone other then you."


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That was it for us; we left and went our separate ways. I know that you probably thinking why I'm jealous? Well that's also simple to explain:


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It was no more then two weeks later when I was lazily resting under a tree, Ash and Gary returned, they had smiles on their faces, talking about some girls they found, and how cute they were and something about them being twins I wasn't really paying attention.

My eyes were closed and I sighed, before my ears picked up a noise I haven't heard in a while, "I sure had fun today." Umbreon's voice, it sounded happy? It couldn't be happy, Umbreon was in tears last time I saw her, and she was upset just a few days ago, were I saw her sitting by a lake alone. Part of me wanted to help her, but I couldn't, she wouldn't want condolences from me.

When my eyes opened I gasped…No it couldn't be? Bulbasaur? My eyes weren't deceiving me though. Umbreon was with Bulbasaur, one of the Pokémon I became really good friends with, the third Pokémon Ash caught.  "Umbreon it was fun." He blushed, "How about we do it again, though maybe not as friends?"

My jaw dropped; How can that bastard break the Bro-Code (look for definition in description)? The number one rule, never date a bro's ex-girlfriend, how could he! I continued watching, I'm sure they had no idea I was there, "Oh Bulbasaur, I don't know."

The blush on her face though held all the answer I needed, "Yes." I clenched the dirt, and stood to leave, making no noise, I didn't want to watch anymore.

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It's been at least a month since that time. I let my feelings just brew inside of me, as I silently watched from the bushes, every time they were together. Letting the anger for Bulbasaur brood, jealousy turned into that anger, ever core of me wanted to lash out, though I never did, because I knew that it wouldn't change anything.

I also knew that Umbreon was right; I shouldn't have changed like I did. "What could I say to her though, I'm just sitting here, spying on them, thinking about things that maybe I shouldn't be thinking of, and when those questions start, I know the answer can only be found deep down inside my broken heart.

I should have tried just a little bit harder, and held her just a little bit longer. It was too late to dig down deeper to find the sweetness I need to give her. I shouldn't have let my world revolve around my self, and I should have tried to give her what she wanted, I loved her enough to make her stay.

I hate being angry, but I'm angry now. I know there is nothing I can say to make you even care enough to not walk away. I can't change anything, make it better. I'm gone from normal, and only you can bring me back. I loved you enough to make you stay, but I lost you anyways!"

The words left my mouth, before I had a chance to even think about what I said. They were loud enough to be heard, and I knew that I was heard and I was lifted from the bushes, Vine Whip, I never liked that attack.

"Pikachu, what are you doing?" Bulbasaur's words may have been curious, though the look in his eyes he knew.

I did what I had to; I bit down hard on the vine holding me and fell to the ground. I walked up to Bulbasaur and slapped him, "You were my friend! We were like brothers! We followed the Bro-Code man!"  I was in tears, I moved to hit him again but couldn't. "I..I…" I couldn't stay mad at him, "I hope you to are happy together." I turned and ran away.

I ran as far as the forest in the field would let me, it always stopped at the beginning of a lake. I sat there, feet not touching the water but close, tears falling, dripping into the water, small ripples formed from each tear drop. Images started showing on the lake.

I saw the first night we were together, it was after a double battle with a random trainer, and I took an attack for her. We won, and we snuggled together that night, her head near mine, her tail wrapped around us both.

Next was the look on our trainers, they learned we were in the same egg type, and Gary being the researcher he was figured we'd be great for figuring out were an egg comes from. It never happened, we just weren't ready, and we weren't even sure ourselves, how it went. Their faces though were too happy.

More images kept flying by in the lake, it made me sad to see them, and every image made me realize that maybe I was stupid, that I deserved what happened between me and Umbreon.

I reached out towards the water, it kept still on an image of Umbreon, and I wanted to touch her. I could feel her on my finger tips, my lips itched to feel hers. I whispered "I love you." The image faded away, to show her and Bulbasaur, they were smiling, I kicked the water, the image stayed, haunting me.

The thunder rose inside of me, I'm not used to seeing you without me. Pidgey and Hoothoots sang, I swayed lightly to the music, they sounded like Angels and I cried. The lake shined white, and I saw her, though I didn't expect to hear her. "Pikachu?"

I turned around, and looked away instantly, "What?" I wanted to be cruel, I wanted to lash out, but I couldn't. The tears drowned out the anger, it was only sadness.

Umbreon sat down, at least from the noise she did, I wasn't watching, not wanting to look in her eyes. "What happened back there?"

I sniffed and kicked the water, "I'm jealous of you and Bulbasaur. I really do love you Umbreon, and the fact that I lost you hurts me. I was an idiot for acting the way I did, and I can't change that." I kicked the water again, the droplets forming a rainbow from the light of the sun. "I just want to be alone, I already wished you guys a happy relationsh…"

My sentence was ended, Umbreon silenced me, a quick Faint Attack to get me closer, then a tail lodged in my mouth. "I used Bulbasaur as a Jealousy tactic, I knew that you wouldn't learn a lesson until you were jealous, I just didn't think it would take this long." She had tears in her eyes, and try as I wanted to look away I couldn't. She removed her tail, "If you'll change I'll be glad to take you back."
Her words were the ones I wanted to hear for weeks, I nodded and smiled "I'll change, I want to change, and show you that I am the one for you, and that you can be happy with me. I'll do it for myself; I don't like feeling this way."

Umbreon held out her paw, "Take my paw, I give it to you, please don't ever leave me, I believe you." I took her paw and she pulled me into a hug. We nuzzled against each other.

I could feel her all around me; her scent was in the air around me, thickening it with her scent. I held on to her, savoring the feeling in my heart that she herself healed.
request from ~xKitsuna enjoy

I had fun writing this, it was enjoyable, once I got past the writers block....lol

Bro-Code: Mostly an unwritten agreement between two male friends, a list of laws that shall always be followed, it is unwritten, unless of course someone has wrote it down.

pokemon (c) nintendo

inspiration:

I Can Feel You All Around Me (c) Flyleaf
Lost You Anyways (c) Toby Kieth
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III LLOOOOVVVEEEE IIITT! You're awesomeawesomawesome. :D

I almost cried. I adore the emotion you put in it. <333333